Take control of your life, be more assertive when it comes to dealing with others, and think more about yourself now, instead of just trying to go through life pleasing everyone around you. You will only be causing tremendous stress to yourself when you do this and will not be accomplishing anything at all. Stop living life for other people, if they do not love you for who you are, then they are not worth your time and love that you have shared. If you can look around yourself right now, take it all in, is your life going the way that you had planned on it going? Most people can honestly say that no, there life has not turned out anything like they had thought that it would. Instead of going through life feeling like you are suffering in misery, start trying to get rid of those problems that are causing you such pain. If your body is not what it used to be and cellulite is showing up in places you never would have imagined possible, do something about it, or atleast make some attempts to change things.
If going to the library to have some quiet time makes you feel better, start doing it more often. If exercising gives you total satisfaction and relieves some of your stress, go to the gym more often. If eating fruits make you feel a little bit lighter, try to eat more fruits. On the other hand, if eating fattening foods each time you turn around is only causing you pain, putting unwanted weight on you, creating more cellulite all over your body, and depressing you, stop doing what it is you are doing! When someone says life is what you make of it, most people are like, yeah right. Well, think about it for a moment. There really are many things in your life that are creating problems for you and many of those things could have been prevented had you chosen to do something else. Your choices affect your entire life, making bad choices will provide you with unwanted situations. If eating too much, or sitting too much has caused your skin to be covered in dimples, which is cellulite, get up off of that couch, drink more water, eat more appropriate foods, do whatever it takes to give you that confident feeling that you once had in your life, that you lost so very long ago.
Never count on anyone else in life to fix your problems that are causing you stress, only count on yourself and really for many people, that is just very difficult to do. It is something that you can accomplish though, if you really are tired of the way things are going for yourself. If your cellulite makes you feel unattractive, begin now by doing things differently that might possibly change things around. Upon seeing results you will continue growing as a person and feeling much more confident in yourself, as well as enjoying life so much more than you ever did before. Good luck!